I'm not going to say I can't relate because I understand the struggle and how all too real it is.
But I have to say I've gotten past any of these issues of problem gambling, and it can take some mental work to do so. I am as close to an expert on the psychology of gambling as there can be.
I can walk through a casino for hours with money in my pocket and not play a single thing. It's like I view the EV as so bad I don't touch it.
That said, I've noticed that if I'm posting plays, which I like to only do if I am tracking, I tend to want to post more plays, or look for more plays, than I would normally play. It's a little Forum psychology thing, I suppose.
For example, I'm tracking a specific type of golf strategy in the golf threads but I want to throw out some tourney winners, matchups, and even some Top 10's that aren't in the same strategy and I'm not sure I want to track.
Making a thread for plays, tracking and all, can lead us to force plays, I guess that's what I'm trying to say.
Gold doing a great job in his big play thread of not forcing. Sometimes I want to force for the sake of the Forum.
That goes back to the SBR days for me as well.
It's just another thing that attacks our patience and discipline, two of the most important aspects of sports betting and gambling in general that we have no hope of winning or losing slower without them.