I have a lot of thinking this weekend while resting and watching breaking bad.
A few realizations come into my mind, if I'll gonna die tomorrow, am I still gonna think of the people who hate me? Am I still gonna continue pleasing the people to like me or continue chasing them to see my value? Am I still gonna think of them on my deathbed? The answer to all these questions is No.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is, try to reserve your energy for what really matters in life, --- your family, and your loved ones.