for the sake of being honest and not making up stories b/c that's not what I do......
we actually didn't smash. Made out a little bit. There was mixed signals for sure.
She got to my house around 845 and said she had to leave at 10ish. So in my mind, I'm like okay, so she wants to hang out, get to business, and then leave. perfect haha
we hung out in my living room until 915ish and then to my room, started making out, she took my jacket off, but still had most of the clothes on. So again, there's sign 2 in my mind.
1. time constraint
2. took 1 layer off
3. We hooked up last week and already in sex joke texting and innuendos and all that
Then she called me out for kissing her so much. So that's like ANOTHER sign. OK stop kissing and let's take all the clothes off. I'm a slow and steady type especially with a new person I' hooking up with. I have anoher fukk buddy that's strictly business, we know what's going on. But this girl isn't a regular, it's a new one, so I don't want to have the asshole type, i want to still do business, but slow it down, really enjoy it
So after a brief conversation about us kissing and we talked about last week too, I'm thinking ok all the signs are there she wants to fukk. It was 945ish and I joked how she had 15 minutes left. So we kiss some more and I put her hand on my johnson and she wasn't a fan of that. Stopped the momentum again and i called her out on everything I just typed out.
i was like signs were all there and you called me out for kissing you too much assuming that meant you wanted to fukk.
So she ended up leaving on weird terms, haven't really talked since Tuesday.