@BobbyFK I'm not trying to knock you, I'm trying to encourage you to see the mental battle.
At first it might seem like I belittle the little victory as it seems so small but I do believe it should be seen as encouragement.
I think it's great that you see it as that too, that's important. Now build on that because the mental aspect really is the biggest part. It could be full on cognitive behavioural change and these things do not happen overnight.
One thing that could help if you really are trying to get into a gym, even to do a little bit, is to get a friend in there too. Together you can get each other to show up, just to show up, and then workout with whatever from there.
Making a committment to go or meet a friend there should help to get you there.
I have been working out with my teammate, my wife.
Maybe you and
@angeleyes1980 could make a commitment to get in the gym, no matter how small the workout at first, a couple of days a week.
Shit, if it helps, go home afterwards and eat some cake.
I really do believe that the cake. or whatever, is doing far less harm than not getting good movement. Also, notice, I'm not pressuring you to get into sudden spin classes or HIIT shit, I'm saying things like "do a little bit" and "movement" because I just want to see you start.
You did start, sort of, even with a gym video.
Bobby, promise us just one gym video a week, right now, and come through on that.
The Forum as a whole would probably be so overwhelmed with happiness for you if we saw you and angeleyes stalking the gym in a video.
Alright, rant over, but said out of love.